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Wednesday, December 1, 2010

feel sad ...

arrrgggghhhhh .... i feel lke want to screaming as loud as i can ....
i juz can keep all this sadness anymre ....
to hard for me to face it ....
even , i ned to pretend that i was strong , 
but the truth is im not tht stronger tht u thnk ....
why alwys be me ?!!!!!! 
why !!!!!
is there anyone can tell me why this thng happen 
to me and ma life ?!!!!
i juz ned the answer ........
tell me !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i ned to know ...
why i must lose everyone tht i care and i love 
??????????? 
=(
i know im not a perfect women ,
but , i still hve feeling that can feel all the bad , sad , or eppy thing
hppn to me ....
why i ned to sacrifie ma life to get a better life ?! 
why >?!
like now , i juz feel eppy wif him ...
but , suddenly .....
huhuhuhhuhuhu
dunt know wat i must say and do to hve a better life
like ma friend ...
nothing ned to wurry ....
all they ned to do is :
juz be eppy ...
no sad !
no cry !
not like me ...
everyday i alwys ned to cry .....
i hate to cry ,
but 
i cant laugh ...
wat i juz can do is cry , cry , cry . cry 
and cry ...
i juz want to be epy again like before !!!
epy again !!!
that all i want ...
not more than that ....
GOd ....
plzzzzz...
im begging u ....
i juz want back ma life 
like before ...
tht allll 
!!!!!!!!
=(

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